I am all those things yet I want to be loveable. Often I feel I am unloveable which adds to the depression and sense of emptiness. I know I am capable of love and wish to make others feel loved. I fall short too often though.
I haven’t heard from a friend in a month who I had weekly contact with through emails. I am scared something happened to him but since it is emails I have no way of making contact with him any other way. I am scared that he decided our friendship was a burden and didn’t know how to tell me. It adds to my feelings of being unloveable. Like I said I am all those things …. unreasonable, illogical, and self centered. Do those things override the goodness I have in me? I hope not.
With all that being said I think I challenge someone every day with the 3D3Q rules. Here are my three for today.
Thanks again Elusive Trope for nominating me.