I’m not sure why I’m so tired today but I am. I just want to curl in bed and forget my worries but I can’t. I have to work instead… Boo hoo. It’s rainy here today maybe that’s part of it.
I’m back to thinking of getting rid of all my meds. I know that’s foolish. I’m not equipped to handle life without them. I had a conversation with a friend who said she wishes I was the me five years ago. Frankly I’ve forgotten who that is. I’m pretty sure going of the meds still wouldn’t make me that person. I’m not sure what would.