I feel the darkness closing in. I almost took myself to the hospital but that would just make matters worse. I’m stronger than the darkness damn it. Though is difficult and feels like it is engulfing me. I got a frivolous movie to watch and some wine. I know drinking isn’t good for us but I need something to let me relax. Rationally I’m sure my worries that are triggering me are little but in this state they feel huge. I need to forget my worries so wish me luck.

13 thoughts on “Darkness

  1. I’ll be praying for you, but if you get too bad, please go to the hospital. It’s nothing to avoid when you really need it. I know what you mean though, I really try to avoid the place.

  2. I’ve felt this all too much as of late as well… Where to go where it’s safe for my thoughts? All around and up and down,it seems to ever end.
    You’re in my thoughts

      1. I wish there was a simple answer – but for me, right now, I don’t think so. I hope you have the strength to do so – I think, though, we are so affected by outside influences that there’s never a guarantee- that’s part of the battle

  3. Sending some good vibes your way. These moments are hell. Even when we logically know they will pass, in the moment it feels like it will never end. Just buckle in and ride it out. We are here with you.

  4. I can empathise massively with wanting to fall into the bottle to ease the pain. I know I am new to your blog, but I really hope you get through this dark time. I am wishing you well. x

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