I’m struggling again today. This time it’s with my looping thoughts about the past. Silly things that don’t matter anymore. I know I need to clean my house but I can’t find the gumption. I should just put some music on and keep busy. Instead I’m outside looping and vaping. Why does the past haunt us? I know everyone has regrets but this is regretful things it’s just thoughts of what I should have said differently or done differently. I doubt anyone else is thinking about them. I can’t even pinpoint one it’s a bunch together like a movie.