Perfection
My number one problem in my mind is this battle of wanting to be perfect and not giving a fuck. I think a lot of my anxiety is wondering what will happen during the day that I will fuck up. It’s silly I’m good at my job and I have good kids. I think this is where my borderline personality disorder really plays into my life. If I’m not perfect there is no reason to exist. But it’s impossible to be perfect I know this. I still want it. I know I can’t be alone.
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September 22, 2015 at 1:05 pm
You’re not alone, I lean towards not even doing things if I feel I can’t do them perfectly… I’m learning to say fuck it though 😉
September 22, 2015 at 1:49 pm
I’m trying to get there lol
September 22, 2015 at 1:46 pm
I agree. I avoided doing so many things in my life because if I couldn’t do it perfectly I felt like a total failure. I decided along the way I would rather try and fall short than miss out on life and opportunities. You’ll get there in your own time. Practicing takes time in any endeavor, not just for those of us with mental health issues.
September 22, 2015 at 1:48 pm
Thank you for your encouragement
September 22, 2015 at 2:55 pm
I’m learning that it’s better to be perfectly imperfect!!
September 22, 2015 at 3:11 pm
I like that I might use it 😉
September 23, 2015 at 2:28 am
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September 23, 2015 at 12:52 pm
Go ahead! “Good enough” is
September 23, 2015 at 12:53 pm
Go ahead! “Good enough” is good enough most of the times! 😃