I tried to take a picture but decided against it. I think or know this series is to find ways to love yourself. But the scar I was going to share really is a reminder of failing. I do want to get into it then I don’t. It’s so embarrassing and a trigger. Essentially I had gastric bypass and almost died from it yet eight years later I’m obese again. This is my number one reason I wish I knew now …. Then….that I had binge eating disorder and maybe I could have handled things differently. It’s hard to love me with regrets on this one.