The hatred inside

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I came home from work and fell asleep for an hour. When I woke up all I did was talk to myself internally how horrible of a person I am and how when I left my work meeting after it was over the people left in the room were taking bad about me. In reality the probably didn’t think once about me. I hate these mood swings and wish I was a zombie again. I want living life but I want tormented either. I just want to be normal.

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5 thoughts on “The hatred inside

    manicinaminute said:
    August 20, 2015 at 12:41 pm

    I love the quotes you post. Where do you get them? I’m sorry you’re feeling bad. I know exactly what you’re talking about though. I always think people are talking about me and making fun of me and most of the time in reality, I prob don’t cross their mind.

      socialworkerangela responded:
      August 20, 2015 at 12:53 pm

      I get them from a couple of fb support groups I’m in. I save the ones with meaning to me. 🙂

    Cherry said:
    August 21, 2015 at 9:01 pm

    I do this too… I’m constantly criticizing myself, so clearly others must be too. I hate the way my brain works…

      socialworkerangela responded:
      August 21, 2015 at 9:18 pm

      Some days I don’t even breath right… Sigh

        Cherry said:
        August 21, 2015 at 9:42 pm

        Ugh… same!

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