I came home from work and fell asleep for an hour. When I woke up all I did was talk to myself internally how horrible of a person I am and how when I left my work meeting after it was over the people left in the room were taking bad about me. In reality the probably didn’t think once about me. I hate these mood swings and wish I was a zombie again. I want living life but I want tormented either. I just want to be normal.