Today ended up being shitty. I was triggered all day then had family drama. I’m beside myself. I wish life was simpler. I feel so unloved. I got told no one would have stuck around due to me and my parents relationship. That I’m too close to them. I’m an only child I have no other family. Maybe I do let them meddle too much at the same time I have three boys to think about. And the issue at hand is about raising them right.
I’m all over the place in my mind and this post. I’m sorry. I’d be more specific but not an anonymous blog. Anyway if you could sent positive vibes or prayers my way I’d appreciate it.