That’s the thing about bipolar… it is an up and down continuum. I’d love to have my shit together but that takes more energy than I have. I’d love to get caught up on bills but I also want a new phone. I’m fixated on it in fact. I go from yolo I’m getting it and spending the money to.. hey girl be smart you really don’t need it. Then I try to find excuses to getting it like my current phone glitches etc. Right now I’m holding off.
Hmm this post has turned into a post about a phone I’m sorry probably boring but I think it illustrates perfectly how impractical I/we can be. I’ll probably get all impulsive and borrow the money to get it whilst my electricity is pay due.