Misery loves company

I didn’t realize how unhappy I am until yesterday. I had wishes for misery on another person. Not really wishes I guess but more that I wasn’t alone in mine. She was talking about her life and unhappiness and I liked it. I feel so ashamed but it’s the truth. So I am doubly unhappy with myself. What does that say about me?

Ultimately that I need to make some changes. I need a backbone and just do what’s inevitable. Life has choices and consequences. Why does the thought of making a real choice send me into panic mode? Ugh fml

5 thoughts on “Misery loves company

  1. I think we’ve all felt this way. Don’t beat yourself up too much. šŸ™‚ Use it as a learning tool. I get this way when I’m really frustrated and drowning in my own unhappiness. Honestly I’ve gone LOOKING for people who are worse off than me just to feel like I’m not alone. It’s not a good thing but just admitting that you felt that way and acknowledged it was wrong, is a huge step. Hugs. ā¤

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