I’d love to say I’m in recovery but I really don’t know what that means for mental health. Like how can I recover from bipolar?
Also I don’t even think I know the real me. I know who or how I want to be but I’m not that person. I know my flaws. I know some good things about me but I don’t know the real me. I feel disconnected to the child I was which I would think is the real me. I was a sullen child who projected the clown. So can I even say that was the real me?
I’m 38 years old shouldn’t I know? It’s so frustrating. Any thoughts to help me figure this out please leave below.