Radiate Positivity

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I am trying so damn hard to stay positive. And let me tell you it is hard. I am in training, I miss my husband, my kids, and my new doggy, Who is not as potty trained as we were told. I just have to get through today then tomorrow and the weekend will be here, YEAH how is that for seeing the rainbow? bahahaha Nice try huh?

 

My birthday is saturday.  I will be 38. I want to be 21 again but have the knowledge I have now. I don;t get why my life in my mind is harder now? Shouldn’t I have been out of control then? I feel I had it more together back then. I feel like such a disappointment it is pathetic. Not so much radiating positivity there… meh.

Alright well I’m off to training.,, here;s to praying I stay awake.

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