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Do i do this?

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Am i allowed to feel without it linked to my mental health?

I got upset with my son this weekend for taking apart something that was mine and he had no right to mess with. I didn’t go yelling and screaming. I was irritated by his acting like it was no big deal. I think it’s fair as he broke it. My mom proceeds to ask us both if we’ve taken our medication. Ugh.

I think I’ve gotten good other then anxiety at feeling the emotion and letting it flow naturally. I’m proud of that now just got to work on my anxiety.

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And men too

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Tornado

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I love harley quinn. I appreciate the artwork more then the saying but on some days i can relate to it.

I don’t know why i can’t get myself up early enough this week to put makeup on. I don’t really feel depressed but i want to call in every morning. I hate it. I think it’s probably because I’m overwhelmed. But I’ll get through it. I always do.

Another day

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Another day I’m not sure how i feel. I keep thinking it’s Friday and this morning i wanted to call in sick badly but i didn’t. I am grateful today for who i am. I make poor choices sometimes but i work through them and carry on. I get up and try to be a better person. I want to be the exception.

Hopeful

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I’m trying my best to be hopeful. Life is not all bad. My ex goes in for surgery today. I’m at work trying not to worry about things i have no control over. I feel a little why me going on that I’m trying to not go into a full pity party.

Limbo

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Life is in limbo right now. My ex is in the hospital with something serious. I’m still overwhelmed at work and obsessing over my past. I feel so stupid for obsessing over toxic things. I wish life was different on days like this.

Obsession

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I’m looping in my mind. A combination of work and someone from my past that resurfaced. It’s got my anxiety high. I just want to be special to this person. It’s so silly i have a man who loves me dearly but it’s never enough.

How do you know someone is your soul mate or is it even attainable?

I hate feeling this way. Why can’t i let the past be the past?