
Meds are working as best they can. I don’t feel depressed or without joy. Yet as usual they are not a cure for bipolar. Nor are they able to “fix” self sabotage or maladaptive thinking patterns.
I know I’ve been talking of change a lot. I just want to use this good med cocktail to my advantage. I can’t seem to get momentum to actually start the process. Life is flashing by and for what?