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Hmmm

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I’m wondering if I’m just in a good space or if in fact cutting out the amount of sugar I was in taking has improved my mood. Though I haven’t seen anything on the scale… Hell is only been three days I feel it in my mood. It’s great incentive to keep going. I like feeling dare I say happy. Though I still don’t have motivation maybe that’ll come in time. Either way I’m enjoying this feeling. I wish I could share it.

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Learning to say no

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I have a hard time telling people no. I have an equal hard time telling myself no. But the last couple of days I’ve done it. I’m feeling very proud of myself. I know I share a lot of the negatives so it’s about time I share a positive.

Oh boy

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Today has been a crap shoot. Busy at work catching up. My mood is decent. I hate to say it but I think therapy isn’t working I really need someone who digs deep. I’m not getting anywhere and I need to work instead of taking time off spinning my wheels. I’m down to six klonopine for thirty days. Sigh. I have no choice but to make it happen. My oldest can officially drive now so more worry there. I guess that’s my life update for now. Hope all you are well.

Blah

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I’m feeling unhappy. Is happiness a choice? And if it is how do you go about choosing it? I promise I don’t like feeling this way. I’m so tired of it. Life has to get better.

Nervous

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My anxiety is high today. I’m home sick but I keep thinking of work. Plus my son got his drivers license today. And I started my new lifestyle diet. Just a lot going on. I still wish I had a new job. I’m so burned out. I need to get over it. It’s a good job with good insurance. I’m just not feeling life today.

That’s why I have you

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I’m feeling so thankful for this community. I’ve had nothing but good experiences. This blog allows me to get things out of my head that would otherwise be stuck there even more then it already is. I’ve had a whirlwind of the last few days and I think caught up on blogs. My feed doesn’t give me everything so if I missed you I’m sorry. My mood is ok. I have one more day off so that’s a plus. I’m just glad to not be struggling at the moment. Breaks are appreciated!

Time ticks away

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My oldest graduated yesterday. I feel this overwhelming sadness of where the time has gone. I’m not ready for him to have a life apart from my roof. It feels lonely. I have so many regrets. I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like life just sucks. Does it ever get better?